Tuesday, May 2, 2017

I'll take regression

 I had my previous PETscan in November, and then it was a month and a half before I actually got to start my new medicines.  My tumor markers increased in that time; so, we are pretty sure I had some progression by January, but we just don't know exactly where or how much.

Fast-forward to results today of last Friday's scan.  The lymph node that we had biopsied has gotten slightly smaller from the Nov scan (originally 3.4x1.8 & now 3.1X1.4) and has slightly less uptake/lighting up than before (originally 6.9 now 6.2) .  So, it is considered that I've had regression of that spot.  There are a couple of other spots that had mild uptake, but my oncologist does not necessarily think it is cancer there.    Especially since we are pretty sure things got worse before they got better, the regression that we can be sure of is a very encouraging sign.  The combo of drugs that I am on  work slower than traditional chemo, and we are hopeful that things will continue to improve from here on it.  

For now, I'm going to be happy with this regression, and be thankful as every moment of stable or regression means more time.  Thank you for the thoughts and prayers!

Thursday, April 6, 2017

Time for an update

I've just started round 4 of the new treatment so I guess it is about time for an update.  I was really nervous about this combination of drugs because I had a friend have a lot of problems on it, but I have been incredibly lucky and had few side effects.  I  don't love the shots, but I sing hymns, supposedly in my head,  to get through the minute on each side. Apparently how loudly I'm humming/singing tells the nurse how much they are hurting as they are administered, lol.   My current hymns are Pierce My Ear (ironic, I know, but it is one of my favorites) and Surround Us O Lord. If you know of any good minute or so long hymns that I could put in the rotation, please let me know.

Along with the shots, I take Ibrance for 21 days of each month and then have a week off. The Ibrance definitely lowers my white blood cells, but thankfully, my neutrophils have stayed above the most dangerous range; so, I've been able to continue to work, etc.  I do have to take more precautions against infection as I could get sick much easier than most.  One of the things that made me nervous during chemo and now with lowered white blood cells is passing the communion as people so often come to church even while sick and often touch the bread as they are breaking it along with the trays, etc.  I have been so appreciative that the people who do the communion at Temple Terrace coC have worked with me on this and provided some individual servings so that I don't have to touch anything.   So, if you see me getting up before communion on Sunday mornings now you know that I am going back to get that and avoid any germs that might come with passing the trays.   I know it might seem like overkill to some,  but I did manage to avoid getting sick during all of the flu and other upper respiratory gunk that went around the last few months. With my lowered wbc counts,  an infection that most could get over very quickly could be quite dangerous for me.; so, doing what I can to avoid it is worth it to me.

There has not been a scan yet to give us any real results , but a PT scan will be done on April 28th.  I'll get the results of that at my monthly appointment the following Tuesday 5/2.    We have been watching the tumor markers which have always been fairly reliable for me.  They were in the normal range when diagnosed in November but they had done a 10 point jump up in the last couple of months. In January when we finally started the medication, they had raised another 7.6 points.  Since it took a month and a half to get everything biopsied and get on the new regiment, it is possible that there was some progression between November and January.   They've jumped around a bit since then, which is a bit stressful, but the most recent result (far left on graph below) is lower than it was when the cancer was found.


Hopefully, this means that things are possibly stable and/or moving in the right direction.  The markers are more about the trend than being a one-to-one correlation.  We'll know for sure what is going on once we get the pt scan done.  As much as I want the cancer gone and NED to return, I keep trying to remind myself that in metastatic world, it is a win anytime you stay stable or have any type of regression.  So, I am praying for any type of "good result", and I would still love your thoughts and prayers for that as well.  

In other news.......Sometimes it amazes me how things work out, and I just have to be so thankful. One of my online colleges has done some condensing of classes and beginning with this summer term, it will be unlikely for me to continue to have 2 sections.  It is amazing though how when one door closes another one opens.   I have been asked to create an online class for USF  that will begin in the fall semester.    It is a new twist on a class that I've taught before, and I'm really enjoying the process of working with their Innovative Education team to create the presentations and put everything together.    

Now I just have to get through the craziness of the last few weeks of the spring semester.  I know you're shocked, but I have multiple trips planned for the summer.  I had given myself a 5 year limit on going trip crazy, and after that I have to chill out a bit on it.  This summer hits that 5 year point which is important for many reasons. 

Anyway,  I'll report back once I have the results of the PT scan.  Hope the next month or so sends many blessings your way! 








Wednesday, January 11, 2017

Starting the new plan to kick back cancer & get NED back

(For those of you on facebook, this may go back through some things you've already seen posted there, but I wanted to do a more detailed blog post for those who may not read things there.)

The biopsy was done on 12/20, and then I had what felt like the longest wait ever to get results. Thankfully, mom, dad, and I had already had a trip planned where we flew to Barcelona, Spain and then visited Morocco, the Canary Islands, Madeira, and some other locations in Spain before flying back out of Barcelona.  It was a wonderful trip and allowed me to put cancer in the back of my mind while on excursions at least. I still checked my voicemail and email every day to see if I had gotten any information, but if I'd been at home, it would have been excruciating.   Five minutes after landing at JFK, I missed the call from my oncologist as my phone was on silent. So, on the way to customs, I was trying to get the voicemail and then call my cancer center back.  When I finally got through to them after multiple dropped calls, my oncologist had already left, but they offered to text her for me.  This was late Friday afternoon, and she called me back very quickly (just one of the many reasons that I am so thankful for and love my oncologist).  She answered my questions as the voicemail had cut some of her message off and alleviated my fears (as much as one can at this time).

My oncologist seems to strongly believe that our new plan should be able to get fickle NED to come back around with good results.  The plan is 2 fold -- 1 is a set of shots called Faslodex to control the estrogen and 2 is a pill, Ibrance, that is supposed to keep cells from dividing.  The combo together in  a clinical trial showed about double the length of average progression free survival  from taking the shots alone.  My first Faslodex was yesterday, Tuesday, and I was very nervous about it. You would think with everything I've been through that I'd be used to needles, but I really hate them; so, I was wide awake at 4:45 yesterday morning fretting about the shots and classes starting that day.  The shots are thick and there are lots of directions to keep in mind such as making sure they are warm, they are administered slowly over a minute, and that you walk afterwards to help the drug move.  Honestly, the needle in my hand to take the bloodwork ended up being worse than the shots themselves.  I sang hymns in my head while it was administered, and while it wasn't fun, it was nowhere near as bad as I'd imagined.

Meanwhile, I've still been fighting the jetlag from not getting home Saturday morning until 1:45 am and not getting to sleep until after 3:45 am.  Well, let me tell you, it all caught up with me yesterday afternoon.  It was like the stress left me and boy, did I feel tired.  I had plans in the evening that I had to leave early as I was literally falling asleep at the table.   While fatigue can be a side effect of the shots, I really  think it was just the jetlag and stress finally catching up with me.  The 11 hours of sleep last night definitely helped with that some.  

For the pill, we expected it to take a while, but it got approved pretty quickly.  I should receive and begin it tomorrow/Thursday.  It will be 21 days on and then 7 days off.  It is considered a targeted therapy & not a traditional chemo, but it can cause side effects such as fatigue and low white blood cell counts which are the primary two of concern to me.  My white blood cells were in a good range yesterday; so, I'm  praying that I am not greatly impacted by either of those.  Thankfully, I'm starting from much better health than before; so, I hope this regimen will go well and be very successful.  Still appreciate the thoughts and prayers, though!